WHO

Reuben Chew
PLAYLIST

Here We Go Again
Demi Lovato

Already Gone
Kelly Clarkson

Not Meant To Be
Theory Of A Deadman

Smile
Uncle Kracker

Hush Hush
The Pussycat Dolls

It's Alright, It's OK
Ashley Tisdale

up | down
FRIENDS


up | down
BACKTRACK


up | down
Monday, November 16, 2009

Time for Miracles

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just wanna be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it (feel it)
You know I can hear it (hear it)
So can you feel me feel you....

You know it's time....

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us



Yep I need one to tide myself through the next two weeks. Fourteen more days!

Really an awesome song... until perhaps when you try to look at the lyrics from Lambert's point of view. But ah, to each his own, yeah? Freedom of rights.

reuben
@ 9:48 PM.



Fear, Uncertainty and Doubt

Lol I don't know why when my tuition teachers seem to be discouraging me, eh, by saying that all their other students found Mathematics and Chemistry 'damn bloody' easy.

FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!

I mean, if moderation was in place, 50% of Singapore wouldn't have gotten A for Mathematics, right? =\

reuben
@ 8:36 AM.



Sunday, November 15, 2009

Taking a short break from Economics now.

I'm rather annoyed by the negative externalities I'm suffering as a result of the activities by the constituencies opposite mine.

And it isn't really limited to what I'm experiencing now, but rather, as a result of my experience in the past year.

Okay, so first, they decided to build this Petwalk thing and in the process take away all the grass. I guess maybe that's not a bad thing afterall, less insect problems to be worried about. But, this also meant the removal of the covered walkway to the CC, which many people have to walk through on rainy days in order to get to the bus stop. Perhaps if it were temporary this wouldn't be much of a problem, but the covered walkway hasn't been rebuilt in months yet. Now, there's this Petwalk structure taking its place, but without a roof on top. And, the next best alternative to get to the bus stop on rainy days would be to walk through this newly built shelter, albeit taking a short detour. The problem with this shelter, however, is that at the end of the shelter, there's still a part whereby it's not covered and all the rain can come pouring down. Couldn't they just extend a shelter a little, I wonder. Fail. So much money spent, on things that do not serve its purpose well. Maybe it's a boon to the merchants' association, or so they like to call it, or to those people keeping birds (which are a surprising number), but to the other residents I don't see how such construction can be justified. Sure, my knowledge of economics (fwah) tells me that this is a form of fiscal spending to boost a languishing economy and through the multiplier effect....... but, can't they do a proper job than just plain wasting money? The Petwalk thing and ramps are useful, I admit, but I think they could have done better planning?

And now to the main gripe of the day, that is, the getais. Okay, so somehow the GRC opposite mine, or the merchants association (I don't know who), likes to organise getai shows during examination period. The first one was right before/during the seventh month, which I am fine with. Afterall, it's supposed to be a once a year affair, right? Although it affected my preparation for prelims somewhat, but I'm fine with it. And then, two weeks later, another bloody getai. It's something to do with the constituency opposite mine this time I guess, as I can tell from the guest-of-honour present. Thanks to them, I was able to enjoy various nights of melodious tunes that, sorry, I have zero interest in.

And fast-forward just two months later. Over the past week, I have been enduring constant blasting of the song Lemon Tree by Fools Garden due to the carnival opposite. Last night was a little respite due to the rain, so the carnival stuff couldn't function. Yay. And it all culminates today, in an event so proudly organised by the merchants association, that has disrupted my revision for the A Levels. Wow, what an apt time for a getai. And they have roped in 'popular' celebrities which somehow I have, until today, failed to know that they exist, bar one name that caught my attention which sounded like, uh, Lin Chiling. But a peek out of my window and a little common sense told me that this obviously wasn't the real deal. Haha, and here I am blogging, still enduring the negative externalities imposed upon me.

I guess, it's their money, they have every right to host a show. Although I read before that getai shows are limited to using only two loudspeakers, I don't think that makes much of a difference eh. I don't know why they insist that their speakers must be loud enough to annoy residents residing across the road, as well as positioning their speakers in such a way that there is constructive interference in the homes of these poor residents. Oh well, I guess I am indulging in the favourite pastime of Singapores, that is, complaining. Haha, but I can't do anything else, right? It's not 10.30pm yet.

Oh, and I am rather proud of myself of being able to include both Economics and Physics into the last few paragraphs. :)

reuben
@ 8:43 PM.



lost then found

Staring at tears on the pages
Of letters that I never could write
I know love isnt painless but it's worth the risk it's worth the fight
Playing it over and over I wish that I could turn back time
Baby we're wrong but we could be right

Why do we say things we can't take back and why do we miss
What we never had both of us fell to the ground and love was so lost
It couldn't be found what would it take to for who's blame
I'm tired of crying at the sound of your name
Why don't we turn this around love in the ending don't you wanna be lost then found

Lost then found...
Lost then found...
Love in the ending we could be lost then found

Empty glasses and tables
Echo's through these walls
The memories go were we go there like the suitcase that you never lose
If the good lords eye is upon me I swear to make things right
What ever we've lost I know we can find

Why do we say things we can't take back and why do we miss
What we never had both of us fell to the ground and love was so lost
It couldn't be found what would it take to for who's blame
I'm tired of crying at the sound of your name
Why don't we turn this around love in the ending don't you wanna be lost then found

The winds are calling up we can't stop the rain wish that you could take it back but it's to late it's to late...

Why do we say things we can't take back and why do we miss
What we never had both of us fell to the ground and love was so lost
It couldn't be found what would it take to for who's blame
I'm tired of crying at the sound of your name
Why don't we turn this around love in the ending don't you wanna be lost then found

Lost then found...
Lost then found...
Love in the ending we could be lost then found

The winds are calling up we can't stop the rain wish that you could take it back but it's to late it's to late...

We could be lost then found.

reuben
@ 1:26 PM.



Thursday, November 12, 2009

Only the first week and it seems as if I'm living in a nightmare.

GGfied.

reuben
@ 2:40 PM.



Tuesday, November 10, 2009

My feeling now is similar to when I took E Maths Paper 1.

I hope things get better from here.

Don't let the As slip away, please...

reuben
@ 10:34 PM.



Monday, November 9, 2009

Just 3 weeks ago, I was thinking, uh oh, 21 days to A Levels.

Now, we're just 21 days away from the end of A Levels. But eh, these 21 days seem to be taking forever to arrive.

Can't wait to get it over and done with. At least I will stop spending countless sleepness nights pondering 'Have I done enough?'

All regrets will have to wait until next year, I guess.

Tomorrow, I hope things proceed as per what happened two years ago, in a different hall in a different part of Singapore.

Just do it.

reuben
@ 11:28 PM.



©2009; version eight.