it is written.this is the quote that struck me the most when watching slumdog millionaire.
sometimes, you can't help but ponder, can you really do anything about it?
i'm starting to feel that way somewhat. sure you can choose to control how you handle a situation, but the situation that you're in, often, it is written. you know sometimes you don't seem to reap all that you sow. some people put in all the hard work in the world and they do achieve something, but they do not reach the pinnacle. someone who works a little less, but has the nature in him/her, in the end ends up doing much better.
cue the wimbledon finals a few days ago. i think andy roddick deserved much more.
but i guess, there's nothing we can do about it right? i'm stuck where i do not wish to be right now, and for quite some time already. i really wanna get out of it. get out of this losing streak. i think, i've been losing more than i've been gaining.
but the only thing, i guess, is to keep faith. because i guess, and maybe i'm using it as a consolation, that things happen for a reason, and things
will get better. but if it is written that my life is destined to be like shiat, then oh well!
funny how one becomes more self-conscious as one grows older. in the past, i couldn't care less what people thought of me. i guess, there's a sort of innonence associated with being young. as you grow older, you start to think, hey, what's this guy's motive, is this person talking behind your back? or what. and then there's those people who you can never seem to please and make no effort in hiding their displeasure for you. but what can you do? i guess most of us wants to please everyone, i know i'm like that i can't stand conflict, but it can't be done, sadly.
but ironically, perhaps it is this sense of self-consciousness that prevents one from shining through.
but all things happen for a reason right?
