something's weird about the sky today.

it's a pinkish grey tint.

hmm there's english oral today and i almost forgot about it. bleh.

and i can't believe i watched the first episode of bleach. haha. ok will watch the rest when i have the time. there's like 127 episodes and still 4 more episodes of death note to go.

hmm. someone help me with my chemistry please.

reuben
@ 6:49 AM.

我一直都想對你說
你給我想不到的快樂像綠洲給了沙漠
說你會永遠陪著我
做我的根我翅膀讓我飛也有回去的窩
我願意我也可以付出一切也不會可惜
就在一起看時間流逝要記得我們相愛的方式
就是愛你愛著你有悲有喜有你平淡也有了意義
就是愛你愛著你甜蜜又安心那種感覺就是你
我一直都想對你說
你給我想不到的快樂像綠洲給了沙漠
說你會永遠陪著我
做我的根我翅膀讓我飛也有回去的窩
我願意真的願意付出所有也要保護你
oh 在一起時間繼續流逝請記得我有多麼的愛你
oh 就是愛你愛著你不棄不離開不在意一路有多少風雨
就是愛你愛著你放在你手心燦爛的幸福全給你
oh 就是愛你愛著你我都願意
就是愛你愛著你要我們在一起

reuben
@ 6:37 AM.

haven't been blogging here for a long time.

so time for another update.

school 'holidays' are here. yeah. i mean there's like a one week break before school starts again. worst. june. ever.

did some of the chemistry mcq questions today, and i gave up. in the end i got only 26/40 correct. i seriously need to do something about chemistry.. well, if i want my a1 for the subject.. i need to get at least b2 for either my physics or chemistry and a1 for the rest for my 2 bonus points to work. sometimes i wonder whether i've made the right decision? hopefully it's a right one. because well, there's no way i can get an a2 at this rate i'm going. time flies.

and the weather is so hot. i think meteorologists should be fired. they can't predict the weather properly. there were flashes of lightning yesterday night, but as someone said, it's not gonna rain. and it turned out to be true. today is just as hot, maybe slightly less, than yesterday. i truly hope it rains soon. it's been days.

and for those taking the cl paper, all the best!

reuben
@ 1:07 PM.

haven't updated for a while.

well. on saturday went hougang mall with my sis. yeah cos like everyone is sick. so left us to do the supermarketing. haha. collected my cargos also. then my dad da bao'ed hor fun and fried rice for dinner.

as for sunday. tuition on relative velocity. finally. i think i am slightly more confident about this chapter!

monday... which was yesterday.

we didn't have to do any work for chinese! yay. we were screened a french movie that was dubbed in chinese. i forgot the title already. but its about a few english guys getting shot down over paris by the germans (wwii), then they landed. one landed in the duck pool, another next to the wall painter, and another on the roof etc. its really super funny. haha. i can't remember the whole storyline, but its damn funny. one part there's this pa jiao german soldier who friendly fire'd his own soldiers!! haha.

tuesday.

this morning didn't have scary weather. haha. no lightning flashes or anything. but then the weather is super hot. and we were to do two essays today. zz. as for chinese. well went through the mock paper we did last month. somehow i got 57%. actually 56% cos the teacher counted wrongly but since its a mock im too lazy to go up. haha. the real prelim 2 is on friday though. i really hope i pass my paper 2. cos thats my weakest area.

and it rained today, finally. but, it seems to be getting hot again. NOO!!!

reuben
@ 7:00 PM.

it's friday already. term2 week9.

something i forgot to mention that day.. yeah suddenly my primary 6 classmates had an online chat on tuesday. haha. we're planning a class gathering of sorts before we leave sec 4. it's been a real long while since we kept in contact. haha. suddenly remember a lot of stuff pertaining to primary school days... it seems so relaxing.. homework then was nothing compared to homework now.. and i rarely, if ever, studied.

there's cip next saturday. still wondering whether i should go or not. i have 69.5 hours, another 4 more hours won't give me another point... somemore if i'm not wrong its for the tpy methodist church.. haha. sounds a little strange if we were to wear sch u and ask for donation!



well and then we have to do this stupid school graduating certificate. i think this is the first time i have ever zi lian so much. i seriously wrote a lot of crap. haha. and making normal things seem 'wow'. yeah. but seriously. it's stupid. haha. and no one can ever put humility because you're already praising yourself. or maybee u can write 'well i wanted to put all 26 first but i'm humble so i just listed 6'. sounds stupid right. i mean. this kind of thing, should be what others write about you, and not what you write about yourself. haha.




and i still hate relative velocity. somehow a maths seems to be getting harder. differentiation seems worlds simpler. well i hate anything to do with drawing. and i think i lost my ruler again. and i need to buy graph paper soon. and physics spa we had to do terminal velocity, and i hate that too, because it's a relative of relative velocity.





i guess that's all for now...

once again

i have no RELATIVES called VELOCITY.

reuben
@ 6:07 AM.

so for the next two weeks we have a special timetable cos the cl students are having their intensive revision.

recess is at 9.40. that's like super early.. only after the first two, or rather three periods since school starts at 7 now.

on monday.. during 10-12, they screened a movie! but it's a bit lame though, haha. the show is shaolin temple. i think it's one of jet li's first movies. don't have 'huo huo huo' yet. yeah, then one of my favourite quotes... i forgot what it was in chinese already, but it was something like, even if you do things like eating meat, as long as your heart is good, it's okay. haha. then the 'shifu' also eat meat secrelty! and he has a daughter! its like so lame. haha. then at the end of the show, one of the rules stated that all the monks can eat meat already..? so lame

then after 12 was crappy. because there was double maths and social studies. haha. decided not to go for chem remedial.



as for tuesday.. it's a mixed day. haha. there's no chinese morning lesson, instead we were given handouts from our english teacher. and of course as soon as she stepped out... it's a free period. haha. first two lessons are maths and english. i hate and i hate and i totally hate relative velocity. as for english lesson, got back compre. haha my streak finally ended. cos i got 32/50 for compre this time. but nevermind. haha. there's still time! (besides i think 32/50 is not bad already =x)

then at 10-12 we had to do a past year hcl paper! they gave us the st nicks paper. and it's super cheem and i don't know how to do half of it. everyone found it hard too. haha. in the end not enough time so i just did the start and the end and left some blanks in the middle. hey at least its 'completed'. haha.

after thatt was double chem. organic chemistry... well i think its quite easy as long as you don't need to find the enthalphy change. haha. after double chem was english though. zz. had to do a compre!

then we headed off to pastamania at around 4.40. already super hungry by that time! haha. everyone ordered ham and sausage baked rice. okay, it's nice haha. but i think the chicken baked rice at swensen's is nicer.

yeah. so that's about all the past two days! oh yeah, it also decided to rain for some reason on the way to school. bleh.

its gonna be a long day today...

reuben
@ 6:09 AM.

nothing much to blog lately! i got blogger's block! haha.

and blogger was totally screwed last week. all the buttons didn't appear in position. seems to be fixed now though.

well. i think nothing much happened over the course of the week.

except that it rained. and it rained. and it rained..

that was on friday.. i wore my school shoes, the one that's about to spoil. when i stepped out of the house, the wind was blowing like crazy. think hurricane. hahah. well, but it wasn't raining yet.

then i took the lift down.. and its like everything changed. haha. the rain was so damn heavy i don't think an umbrella would help. and the worst thing is the overhead bridge doesn't connect directly to the bus stop opposite.. so i had to cross the bridge, walk under a hdb block, then walked past the serangoon beforee arriving at my bus stop. pfft. well, my shoes were a little wet but they dried when i was on the bus.


when i alighted from the bus, the rain still didn't stop. waited a while but bus 162 didn't come. so i decided to use my umbrella. haha. but then the rain was too heavy.. (yeah it's too heavy that i couldn't carry it) and there was a puddle all around.. so i was kinda soaked. and i think i don't need to wash my school bag this week already. haha.

oh well. so yeah. wet socks for the entire day..

on friday had to do history filing as well... somehow i managed to get everything done! i'm impressed with myself =x


well then friday was also the album collection date for s.h.e play. but the stocks didn't arrive yet even at 8pm.

so in the end i collected it on saturday... the photobook is really stupid. just 13 printed pages and the rest blank. i can make my own photobook also.. just staple blank pieces of paper together. will post pics another time i guess. but the new album isn't really that nice.

went to ichiban sushi with my sis on saturday as well. somehow the raw salmon tastes nicer this time. haha.


sundayyy there was tuition. i finally learnt how to do permutations and combinations! and a little of relative velocity. those chapters are really crazy..

and this week is supposed to be special timetable. haha.

reuben
@ 5:41 AM.

I don't want to miss a thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing

yesterday was an ordinary day. like a trip back to the past. haha. because i didn't have to stay back! went home right after the last period. and a maths homework. it's been a while since i last referred to the a maths textbook. oh and, i hate permutations and combinations. i have no clue whats the bloody difference.

today was chemistry spa. i hope i didn't screw it up like i did for physics. i think i didn't. haha. then there was oral after school. zz. 26/40. they say i can't enunciate.



the weather is so hot. hot hot hot. even with the air-con on i can still feel the heat!! hahaha global warming sucks


and the song above.. its really nice.

reuben
@ 5:49 PM.

watched spider-man 3 on saturday.

it was quite nice. considering that i didn't watch spider-man 1 and 2... at least i managed to follow.

it's monday again....

reuben
@ 5:31 AM.

yesterday there was physics spa and maths prelim 1.

well physics spa was totally crap. i screwed it up big time. i took the readings from the starting line instead of from the pin. zz. how could i have made such a silly mistake. my y-intercept became 3.7 from 0.7 coz of this. zz

sigh. i think a1 will be very hard to attain already. my skill 2 is gone.



maths was fine though. thankfully. hope i can get an a2 or an a1. a1 is at 85 marks. and since the whole thing is over 50 marks i can only afford to lose 6 marks. haha. and that's kind of impossible! i lost 4 marks already! i swear i hate cones for life. ha.




well anyway. after maths. i felt that i had a big load off my chest. for some reason. didn't eat lunch after the physics spa because i didn't have the mood and i wasn't feeling hungry.

so after maths went to j8 with like 6 other people? yeah. ate char siew and duck rice. hahaha. ask them add rice but the amount seems to be still the same.

then went to the library for a while with albert since he wanted to finish his homework.



then went home! haha.
and watched death note 29.


it's raining like crazy outside.. global warming? but i like this rain over the hot sun in march.


compre test today. damn.

reuben
@ 5:39 AM.

tomorrow's going to be horrible!

physics spa and e maths prelim 1.. one after another.

and its pouring outside like nobody's business. and i think the flu i got was because i was caught in the rain several times last week..

reuben
@ 5:52 AM.